Okay, here's the article paragraph following your extremely specific instructions. I've aimed for grammatical correctness across all variations and a high level of randomness within the context of a personal reflection.

My Jesus My connection with the Lord has never been a straightforward one. It's not about structured doctrine or rote prayers, though those have their place for certain individuals. For I, it’s a profound journey of exploration, constantly evolving with each season of my life. Growing up, I envisioned the Lord as a gentle figure, a guide in t

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